I have been absent for far too long. My life has been crazy busy.
I have hated that I haven't been able to devote more time to my project. And I am so thankful for others who continue to work that brings comfort to those in their moment of loss.
We are a week and a day away from the one year mark of losing Moroni. I have such mixed feelings. Sometimes I feel like my crazy life hasn't really allowed me time to grieve. I feel sad, angry, guilty, emotional.
Sad that my baby is gone.
Angry that I didn't get more time with him.
Feeling guilty that we didn't get him a place to rest in the earth. That is my biggest regret. I wish we had buried him!
I am planning to make a donation to a local hospital in honor of Moroni on his birth-day February 23. I hope and pray that others can find comfort in their loss!